"pretty picture"

Generally,

we are all just materialistic ppl who likes pretty thangs', beautiful things on the outside....

We are so influenced by the outer "breasts" of how things in the world are nowadays...

but my question is...what bout the inside? what happen to inner beauty, the inner soul of one persons reflection? dont we all trust each other anymore? ..... is everyone full of shit that no one cares for ones man or girl?

I dont know how to explain this in a particular context, but although pretty cosmetics and beautiful features are just some of the things i look for in a girl, whats most important to me is that the inside.... the characteristics.... unique is the word. and to find someone thats just unique is hard to find.

it just turns me on...weird girls.....pretty smiles...... big eyes...... corny laughs...... i dont know... i might be cliche but i look more on the inside more rather then the outside.... i like them mysterious, the way...how they talk... i dont know... those weirdness....qwerkyness and so on... I'm not saying i dont like pretty faces and long legs, hell, i think all those things are just bonuses.

but it made me think ....

the inner side of a person is not that important anymore because everyones just a cosmetic ass that likes "pretty" in the world and live towards an infinity of fake shit.

maybe i'm emo but this is something i like to take as ones note, that i just like someone thats unique.....and honest... coz i know honesty just turns me on.

"Just So You Know"

Just so you know.... we have a band called "Just So You Know". :)

Pictures were taken by Shura shunit! Thx shu....

Show was at The Precinct at Lt Lonsdale and Williams st. Melbourne.

Thanks everyone for comin down. :)

melbs.

time flies like cherries on a cake...

when life is sweet,

it flies like butterflies,

in your mind and your daily lives,

like water streams through river....

life has been swell..

exceptions should be put on the weather, it's killing me slowly.... i've been having this flammish flu for quite some time... but lets not take our nice lil article for today up to ruins...

5 months have passed... and final week is just around the corner. Deadlines are everywhere in my head..but im sure its something that should be peas on a plate for me... honestly, its not. lol. i thought wrong. Uni life is a bit of an exaggerated misconcept... u learn through learning...but during that learning experience, u actually learn more learning on your daily life basis. it's something i take pleasure in... learning life as u live and not just facts.

life was facts and descriptions earlier ....

btw....theres not much difference life in the Aussie land and back home in KL....

the daily going out... your unoccasional drinkin.... "shisha'ing", .... yupe... just the same.. but it's a bit better here considering i can run naked on a field somewhere and get wasted just to piss on the neighbours. thats something i dont do everyday back in Malaysia. lol

but saying things ...... i'm starting to miss kl a bit. suprisingly.....most of them goes to family n friends.... i miss them freaking shisha at davies,..drink till u drop at ur RM5 per beer place..... the daily tomyam escapade at gerai, golfing, the imprompts in H2, .....

and with the changes i heard back home....hahahah... i think it's starting to get a bit surreal with all events thats happening. big up H2! and diki...if you're reading this...shit man... i never thought u'd get married..... ITS ABOUT BLOODY TIME! congrats mate....

till my next pen in.... cheers matey!

"to be or not to be......i chose"

From a fictional character to a totally out of the norm, u can differentiate the characteristics of one person. to a certain point, life has its limits... to stop what ur doing, and do what ur supposed to do. Limitless to what we can achieve has no boundaries......

to stock up from one place to another is not an easy job, but believe me, my motive is simply exceeding my own expectations.....yes im full of suprises. i can suprise ppl with "limitless" things that i could think of....but this is something i wanted to do,... for quite some time now.

yes. ive been bitching a lot bout my own country...

yes. its been surreal but nice.

no. im not happy.

i know to some people i might be doing things because of something.....or to be accurate, of' someone'...but i can tell u, in this case, i rest my judgement to God and forever be at peace with it. theres no term, on how to describe.....but yea, i know that as long as im happy,....i can make everyone else happy.

"Death & Taxes"

Heres something i came thru while searching for t-shirt materials on the net for my I PASS GAS, which btw is on course to its online debut. :) well, all i have to say is that, it's creative. hehehe.... i'd hire this girl anyday...anytime....

hey!... Sex does sell.

"Gung-Ho"

I gotta admit.

I was talkin to my cousin during lunchtime, when suddenly, i questioned when i started to do things so daring, and straight forward, doing things without thinking..... i started to analyze where did i start. Ahhh... one of my colleagues. starting from this day, i started to do things more forward, without thinking...and i was doin things more bravely....i wanted to be more daring...not just wait n do stuff. I'm tired of analyzin shit,..talk about it and in the end not doing things. i now know, why i did this things. I was in a miserable state before....sad sad state....i was in a bad shape..... a very bad break up.... it was too traumatic to me that i stopped doin everything! LITERALLY! PHYSICALLY! yes.....it made me became a zombie in my own world.... this was the reason why i gung hoed everythin because one day...i've decided to stop all this! instead of rolling over n die at my own bed....ive decided to DO EVERYTHING that i wanted! BE MORE POSITIVE!....i started reading good books....for a positive thinking....did more sports...... and most of all... i was more daring towards girls....n it started with my colleague...although recently she's been nice to me...hmm i donno.

but my point is......

this Gung Ho thing that i've been doin?....it backfired....yes....it backfired bad.

i gung hoed to someone......that in the end..... end up liking.......that i really, really like.

i dont know what to say, but i know now that its too late. some stuff u learn through experiences, that change a whole perception.

u know what?

....it changed me,

to a better person...and i thank her for that.

"stolen ...."

"I didnt expect it to be like how it is right now,

but if i had to take one thing back, 

i would'nt have rushed things,

i was wrong,

u are worth it....

the thing is,

i didnt expect that i'd feel like this,

i only thought that i'd give it a shot,

but to some certain extend,

it became a bit weird....

although i knew i felt somethin for u before i went "across",

but i was more trying to see if u'd give in....

i was wrong....

Now,

my feelings are more stronger,

it became a bit weird missing you everyday,

thinkin u had fun, and im happy that u did,

sigh...what a moron i am, to do those stupid things,

sigh....n i thought i wouldnt feel a thing....

...how can i be so wrong... 

so wrong....

i'm sorry....that i jumped the boat,

i didnt think before i did it,

i know i should've, 

but babe....i didnt know a girl like u could make me be at a standstill,

u made my life go slow mo,

u make me happy, just thinkin that u smiled,

i know,

its hard to believe,

so do i,

but this is the truth,

i'm thinkin now,

i dint regret doin the things that i did,

i didnt regret tellin u the things that i feel,

coz some things shouldnt take forever to let it out,

n lastly, 

i know i didnt regret seein u,

coz if not,

i'd regret a lifetime not knowing you...

if ur readin this babe...

i know ur it."